Last Updated: June 19th, 2026

Reading: Rachel Carson and The Power of Queer Love by Lida Maxwell
Listening: Lateralus - TOOL
Last Watched Movie: Backrooms (in theaters)
Last Watched Show: Steven Universe, rewatching

Updating this website

Trying to make a commitment to update this site daily - or at least work on it in someway. Whether that be writing, coding, or just messing around. Progress is progress.

Mental Health

I am attempting to treat my agoraphobia, social anxiety and ocd right now. It's a slow and frustrating process. Logically I know that I am fairly safe going out, and besides - I know that if I don't leave the house and talk to people I will continue to be miserable. But it's hard to tell your nervous system to not intiate panic constantly when thats what's been trained to do.

This is kind of my top priority because for the past year or so it has made it so that doing any hobbies or working is near impossible.

It's getting better! I've gotten out more in the past two weeks than I have in a while. I've talked to more strangers. I'm posting on this blog. I am less scared of being perceived.

Art and Creativity

I am currently working on getting back into the habit of doing studies, doodling, ect. I've tried a few new mediums - linocut printing and acrylic markers. I'd like to figure out a good way to post this I'm working on. I would like to make some artist trading cards.

Research and Writing

I picked up a few books today and started a new note taking journal. My urge is to start the biggest project I can first, but I think it makes more sense if I ease my way back into research and writing about it by writing some small blog posts first.