no faith in the machine (diary #9)
Things get worse before they get better. My lover lost their job.
The tech industry is a brutal machine that we put a little too much faith in. If this is just being an adult than I'm not embaressed to admit I have been naive and innocent and a little too hopeful.
If there was ever a world with consistent stability it is gone for our generation. I don't know if there is truly an industry immune to it.
I have hope, and I think it is more coming to perspective that my 20s are going to be constantly shifting and that is just kind of how it is.
I have opportunities waiting for me - I have to believe it right now. I have passion and skills and strength. I am hopeful I can make it worth it. I want to take care of my lover and my kitties - I think that is foundational. Being at a different sort of low does put that more into perspective.
I'm letting opportunities take me where they may. I am excited by the experiences I will gain.